School is about to start. And don't get me wrong, I love school. I'm the odd child that absolutely thrives in school. I flourish where others feel oppressed. Why? I have no idea, but I love the structure that it gives me. It gives me something to do, something to master and survive.
But this school year is frightening. I'm going to be a junior. This is the year I need to get things sorted out. I need to decided what schools I'm going to apply to and have an idea of what I'm going to major in, even if I end up changing my mind.
The most frightening thing to me is that I want to work in a field that not everyone has what it takes. And if I don't have what it takes, what am I going to do? I only ever wanted to work in a field that will never feel like a job but something I love.
I have absolutely no idea what to do.
I guess it comes down to having confidence in yourself and being able to trust yourself enough to make the right decisions and not only that but be able to follow through on those decisions and work hard to get to be where you want, dream and aspire to be.
Well, until next time...what do you want to do that you're afraid to? Whether it's talk to someone or choosing a career, let me know.
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